I'm whatever Gotham needs me to be

I'm...finally...updating...my...blog.. AGAIN!
:)

So yesterday I went to see Karate Kid.
and Jaden Smith is sucha cutie.  I really don't get the hate with him, he convinced me he has talent in acting. and JACKIE CHANNN was awesome, as usual, duh.
So we were suppose to watch the 3:30 show, but Alice was late. :( Which was fine, cuz we ended up shopping, FUN, even tho I didn't buy anything. In H&M Eric noticed I was very awkward in clothing stores, as in, he said I looked like I didn't belong there, unlike Alice, who was looking around like crazy like a pro shopper.  LOL, oh jeez. So much for being a girl.
So I played with Eric's blackberry for a while using bbm. SO MUCH FUN. Even tho I'm basically fail at the keypad, everything I typed was pretty much a typo, but I get the hype now, I finally understand why ppl walk around heads BURIED in their blackberries.  It's.. actually quite fun to use.

So after the movie we were unsure of where to go, everybody kinda wanted to go neta, but then it was late.
HOPEFULLY SOON THOUGH.  I'm so addicted to left for dead (mental note: it's LEFT not LIFE. i surrriously gotta get the name right, i've screwed up the name so many times its beyond ridiculous for someone who likes to play game)

CLASS IS OVER, TATA FOR NOW :)

The Dawn Is Coming

Almost finished first year university.
The exams are killing me.
I'm quite worried.

The Night Is Darkest Just Before The Dawn

Have you ever had a day where you're just... in a strange, but good mood?
Yeah I feel like that now.


Since I always do seem to complain about everything, I thought:WHY AM I DOING THAT? WHY NOT.. just be glad that I have what I have? 
WELL...Okie dokes then =D
Here's a post.. dedicated to some of the great things in my life <3


I have the most supporting and greatest parents EVER. They've become nicer over the years. Surrreously. Especially my dad. He's sucha beast...and I think he's become funnier... HURRAY! And my mom... she's pretty much the strongest, most amazing person in the world. Definitely THE perfect person to look up to. :)
I have the funniest and most trustworthy best friend in the whole world. inside jokesx9348343942
I have quite an easy chillllllllled out life. I'm never overly stressed. Or maybe I'm just born that way.. lucky me :). I don't have panic attacks over a lot of homework and tests. I can be lazy and sleep in whenever I feel like it and not study and still do DECENT in school. Decent pretty much means pass at this point of my life.
I get to make my own choices in life. Nobody controls me. Baha.
I live in a tiny apartment with my family, but that just makes it so much cozier.
I feel loved 1000% of the time.
My friends are brilliant. And the people who used to be my friends I don't talk to anymore... well, that's sad. Nonetheless I'm quite thankful I got to see the true sides of these people before I became even closer to them.
I have an easy job with high pay.
I have an iClicker. And I got not one but TWO classes where I can play with it. HAH.
I can touch my toes.
I have a Disney channel star in my English Class =P
I've had unpleasant past experiences with stuff. What is stuff? Well.. a lot of things. But I'm so proud of myself for overcoming these stuff. Like my daddeh, I'm sucha beast too. 
Did I mention I have the funniest best friend in the world?
OH OH, and I ultimately think my comic book will become super successful.


Yarrrs, I pretty much have it real good.


Be jealous.


8:19AM
Typing these things out just made me real happy and appreciate everything a whole lot more.
I'm gona have a good day today.
Wheeeee ~~

Definitive Therapy

Why must life be like this.

It's like... history repeating itself all over again.

Curse you cruel fate.

Know Your Limits Master Wayne

For some reason, this spring, I have seriously the WORST allergies ever!  I can't stop sneezing, ALL THE TIME!

And my nose is so runny.

I'm not sure whether I really got hayfever OR I'm actually sick.

Thus... I've been taking both allergy pills and some medicine.

So much drugs.

My goodness.

I really like this song by Hedley. 

Man, I remember when I had this slight obsession with Jacob Hoggard before. HAHA

Today, I watched Starstuck.

LOL I LIKED IT SO MUCH.

The soundtrack = AMAZING.

I like it better than Camp Rock and HSM.

Maybe even more than Wizards.

I'M SUCHA DISNEY ADDICT HAHA.

ANDDD, Life With Derek is going to be a movie coming out in June!!
EDWIN IS IN IT.!!! LOL
I wonder if that's why he's been gone from several eng classes cuz he was filming it.
But I don't know cuz I think the movie was made a year ago or something.
Or maybe he's disappeared from several of my classes cuz he was busy filming something else.
Anywhoo, I've grown out of my star-crazed mode whenever I see him now. =P


Yeah my mom's got this friend whose son did the summer program thingy I'm going to and the son said it was the hardest thing he's ever done in his life.  It's so brutal with so much physical work and he totally turned brown and gained 20 pounds by the end of summer.
I'm worried I might not survive.

Let's Not "Blow" This Out Of Proportion

I want to be a nuclear physicist. 
It has been concluded.
My plan's always been to be an architect, yes, I still have an interest in that, but somehow, nuclear physics appeal to me so much more, (as of now at least, i have sudden change of hearts SO much rofl)
I want to study beyond the physics that most people know, and go into the theoretical physics.  
BOO YEAH, that sounds smart doesn't it? 
Well, honestly, it's just a fancy name for a type of mathematical physics that tries to explain natural phenomenas.  


TBH, all this nuclear physicist stuff first came from me watching videos about whether the creation of Doc Manhattan was theoretically possible. And well, it is.. kinda. 
Everything in the world has waves. And if something is perfectly out of sync with the wavelength of your body, the wave of that something and the wave of your body cancels each other out.. thus, you are GONE... technically, ...WELL IT'S SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES.
This is such a fail description of such a complex subject.  
But hey, taking baby steps here. 


5 simple words:
I. Will. Make. It. Happen.


10:50PM
Random:
Its my grandpa's death-iversary today
I miss you and I love you.
The little hole in my heart will never be filled up completely. You permanently took a tiny part of me when you left.


10:53PM
I feel like crying now thinking of grandpa.

Is This Some Kind Of... Joke?

I just learned that this person from my highschool graduation class passed away of leukemia.

How did I learn? Well it was actually an accident. I was randomly browsing FB and stumbled upon this group dedicated to him. I read the descriptions, and wow, it was such a shocker. Unexpected.

I've never been friends with him, but I do remember him throughout highschool, and my clearest memories of him were being silly with his friends in my classes.  Even though we never really exchanged words of great importance, the fact that I know of him and that he was a really nice person makes my heart break.

I offer my condolences to his family & friends.

R.I.P. :[