Endure, Master Wayne. Take it.

I have failed.


My heart aches.


I took every precaution there is except the thing that got me is ultimately the smallest thing imaginable.


For the longest time I tried to fix it.  Wash it.  Mend it.  Until both my hands, down to the fingertips, were red and swollen. 


I put everything I could possibly offer on the table.  


I gave it everything.


Blood.  Sweat.  Tears.  and more blood.


I have never worked so hard in my life.


There is no hope.


Life is so unfair.


*Whine whine whine.  


*Grumble grumble.


Okay...
it's back to business as usual.  I'm Lindadada.  I never give up.  No matter how many obstacles are in my way.